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Metallee's crazy life
always alone
by metallee
Age: N/A  Sex: F

376 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Ive realized 07/10/2008 10:15 GMT
2 Im sick :( 06/10/2008 11:38 GMT
3 she doesn't deserve my help 06/10/2008 04:02 GMT
4 Babysitting while sisters go to haunted houses 04/10/2008 07:34 GMT
5 : ( 04/10/2008 01:13 GMT
6 My own apartment or house 03/10/2008 08:10 GMT
7 update 03/10/2008 04:35 GMT
8 mental evaluation 02/10/2008 10:50 GMT
9 Counseling went really well 02/10/2008 10:00 GMT
10 If only 02/10/2008 02:51 GMT
11 Counseling appt. Tomorrow & I cut my hair. Twice! 01/10/2008 09:57 GMT
12 I feel like a bum 30/09/2008 11:34 GMT
13 Tried to talk about my feelings and thoughts. 30/09/2008 07:11 GMT
14 I hate babysitting 29/09/2008 11:58 GMT
15 I just want it all to stop 28/09/2008 09:07 GMT
16 Whats wrong with me? Racing thoughts 27/09/2008 03:16 GMT
17 Should i be worried? Are these suicidal thoughts? 20/09/2008 02:27 GMT
18 My birthday/ hurricane winds destoryed stuff 15/09/2008 11:15 GMT
19 N/A 13/09/2008 10:57 GMT
20 I need prayers! 11/09/2008 10:53 GMT
21 Please pray for me! 11/09/2008 06:58 GMT
22 I am 08/09/2008 04:34 GMT
23 LALALA Lots of stuffs happening. Nothing good. bla 01/09/2008 08:48 GMT
24 Infection has spread 29/08/2008 11:44 GMT
25 should i see a doctor? 29/08/2008 04:00 GMT
26 What should i do? 28/08/2008 05:59 GMT
27 I felt high, or drunk when i took it 23/08/2008 11:37 GMT
28 Could i live on my own? 16/08/2008 05:18 GMT
29 I need out of here, i need out of here 14/08/2008 12:48 GMT
30 I feel like myself again 09/08/2008 12:27 GMT
31 Extreme Makeover Home Edition 19/07/2008 02:22 GMT
32 I want to quit counseling. 18/07/2008 02:13 GMT
33 Im miserable :( 14/07/2008 03:54 GMT
34 Cymbalta is like a sleeping pill for me 13/07/2008 05:38 GMT
35 cymbalta 09/07/2008 05:56 GMT
36 my stupid family, stupid dumb family 04/07/2008 09:17 GMT
37 a fimilar cry out 02/07/2008 07:33 GMT
38 Im scared, and im freaking out 29/06/2008 12:03 GMT
39 The center finally called 23/06/2008 08:00 GMT
40 Forgot to mention 16/06/2008 12:51 GMT
41 Could i have Atypical depression? 16/06/2008 02:09 GMT
42 Feeling on edge 12/06/2008 06:39 GMT
43 I am feeling so angry rightnow and emotional 12/06/2008 03:47 GMT
44 I have these thoughts 10/06/2008 01:23 GMT
45 What should i do? Please help! 04/06/2008 04:55 GMT
46 Do you fear thunderstorms, and tornados? 04/06/2008 04:20 GMT
47 Tornado touched down and was headed for us 04/06/2008 02:16 GMT
48 still no calls 19/05/2008 07:48 GMT
49 Why do men love to hit woman? And yell at them? 06/05/2008 01:15 GMT
50 still waiting. But should get a call soon 01/05/2008 12:20 GMT
51 Why are they treating me so wierd? 21/04/2008 12:52 GMT
52 I am on a waiting list 21/04/2008 03:16 GMT
53 Im okay, im healing 19/04/2008 10:23 GMT
54 Im so ashamed. 18/04/2008 04:13 GMT
55 If this happens, i don't know what im going to do. 16/04/2008 01:27 GMT
56 Okay so, 07/04/2008 11:23 GMT
57 A question for girls eyes only! 07/04/2008 11:09 GMT
58 Breaking News!! 07/04/2008 09:55 GMT
59 Have you ever heard of a dog doing this? 07/04/2008 05:00 GMT
60 Im giving away my degus rats, 05/04/2008 08:22 GMT
61 My bunny is alot bigger now. Pic* 03/04/2008 04:12 GMT
62 Lost 5 pounds, in 2 days! 03/04/2008 03:10 GMT
63 I bathed 5 dogs and 2 cats yesterday 01/04/2008 02:22 GMT
64 Been drug free for 8 days now :D 31/03/2008 03:23 GMT
65 Possible flea problem 30/03/2008 12:22 GMT
66 My rats 28/03/2008 03:20 GMT
67 I finally got a bunny 24/03/2008 05:03 GMT
68 Do you have a bunny? If so please write me. 19/03/2008 08:01 GMT
69 I want a baby bunny 18/03/2008 07:01 GMT
70 Things you should know before getting a bunny 18/03/2008 03:23 GMT
71 Turns out, i might be the best thing for them :D 18/03/2008 02:04 GMT
72 please give me your advice 15/03/2008 03:17 GMT
73 I am so glad my entry has helped you 14/03/2008 11:35 GMT
74 Im worried about my sister 14/03/2008 04:03 GMT
75 Don’t commit Suicide, Please Don’t 11/03/2008 02:27 GMT
76 Im doing fabulous today! 09/03/2008 05:55 GMT
77 I know who my friends are 09/03/2008 03:17 GMT
78 More Pictures of our Blizzard 08/03/2008 03:14 GMT
79 Blizzard tonight (PIX) 07/03/2008 09:46 GMT
80 Were suppost to have a blizzard tonight 07/03/2008 06:29 GMT
81 OMG Patrick Swayze has Pancreatic Cancer :( 05/03/2008 06:59 GMT
82 Meet my new children 02/03/2008 09:27 GMT
83 Having a really bad day 21/02/2008 08:12 GMT
84 A video i made that i wanted to share with you. 19/02/2008 03:09 GMT
85 They get along great! 19/02/2008 01:43 GMT
86 Hungry 18/02/2008 07:16 GMT
87 Im sooo bored! 18/02/2008 06:24 GMT
88 Cleaning the animal cages! & pix of my DEGUS rats 17/02/2008 09:17 GMT
89 I got 2 rat babies friday. :) 16/02/2008 10:48 GMT
90 Scary day yesterday 16/02/2008 05:54 GMT
91 Pictures 14/02/2008 01:31 GMT
92 Thinking of warm days 08/02/2008 07:36 GMT
93 Got a new cage today, and a new rat, and 2 degus 06/02/2008 03:51 GMT
94 Pictures of my animals! 06/02/2008 01:05 GMT
95 I like buying people stuff. Like making them happy 05/02/2008 04:49 GMT
96 deleted the ad, im sick of stressing over it. 05/02/2008 04:43 GMT
97 YAY! New kids on the block are back!! 30/01/2008 01:51 GMT
98 Very sad that heath ledger died. 22/01/2008 12:25 GMT
99 What breed of dog is he? 21/01/2008 12:41 GMT
100 I got a puppy today! Updated w/pictures 21/01/2008 02:29 GMT
101 Internet back on. 11/01/2008 12:56 GMT
102 I don't have internet rightnow :( 09/01/2008 08:42 GMT
103 Good Morning!! Lets try this again! PICS added! 03/01/2008 09:02 GMT
104 I hate titles, i never know what to write here. 02/01/2008 08:20 GMT
105 Im babysitting again. 02/01/2008 02:09 GMT
106 Stressed out & Frustrated 01/01/2008 11:51 GMT
107 Going to the movies 30/12/2007 05:37 GMT
108 See how ive changed in the past year! 26/12/2007 12:55 GMT
109 Anxiety. How do you deal? Dog or cat: Which one? 20/12/2007 03:49 GMT
110 :D 12/12/2007 02:46 GMT
111 BRRRRR 03/12/2007 06:09 GMT
112 Got alot done today 02/12/2007 10:36 GMT
113 Found a home for my g-pigs on Sunday 28/11/2007 08:51 GMT
114 Hello my Lovelys! 22/11/2007 09:45 GMT
115 My sisters puppy saved my life tonight 21/11/2007 12:34 GMT
116 I had a couple more offers 20/11/2007 03:21 GMT
117 2 offers for them already 20/11/2007 02:14 GMT
118 FREE Guinea pigs!!!!!!!!!!Pictures are below 18/11/2007 06:16 GMT
119 I prob won't be on mydeardiary on halloween so.... 30/10/2007 02:17 GMT
120 Does anyone live in hamilton ohio? click here 29/10/2007 03:04 GMT
121 Brothers, don't you hate um. 29/10/2007 01:15 GMT
122 LUCKY HAS A HOME NOW!! YAY! 13/10/2007 06:55 GMT
123 I feel sick, im so stressed out, 12/10/2007 01:24 GMT
124 Lucky needs a home!! 11/10/2007 02:11 GMT
125 I need some advice. I have a ((Kitten))problem. 11/10/2007 02:10 GMT
126 RedGlitter 08/10/2007 01:23 GMT
127 I saw a figure in my kitchen!! 28/09/2007 01:15 GMT
128 Im feeling kinda sad : ( 21/09/2007 01:56 GMT
129 Dead Roses 19/09/2007 03:39 GMT
130 Im back 09/09/2007 12:39 GMT
131 Ive been taking care of these kittens- picturessss 11/08/2007 01:16 GMT
132 Wasting away, fading away 07/08/2007 01:05 GMT
133 CAT CAN PREDICT DEATH IN PATIENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 27/07/2007 01:36 GMT
134 Pissed off 25/07/2007 02:20 GMT
135 you might wanna read this. its very important!!!!! 24/07/2007 03:13 GMT
136 Pictures of the fair animals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 22/07/2007 05:00 GMT
137 My trip to the zoo! With Pics 20/07/2007 12:32 GMT
138 YAHOO PHOTOS IS CLOSING 05/07/2007 05:53 GMT
139 My broken spirit 03/07/2007 02:17 GMT
140 Patience is virtue 01/07/2007 06:15 GMT
141 I saw flyleaf and skillet in concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 27/06/2007 09:29 GMT
142 Im going to a flyleaf concert tomorrow night 26/06/2007 01:19 GMT
143 I had to go to the hospital today 17/06/2007 01:14 GMT
144 going semi-private.Please msg if you want added 06/06/2007 12:32 GMT
145 im semi-private.I will add everyone who commented 06/06/2007 05:51 GMT
146 PICTURES OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 05/06/2007 12:02 GMT
147 Pictures of my hair i cut off years ago. 04/06/2007 12:43 GMT
148 Dads birthday is tomorrow. 04/06/2007 01:22 GMT
149 Pictures of the Crosses my mom gave us lastnight 03/06/2007 05:56 GMT
150 Pink Stones 03/06/2007 03:55 GMT
151 Diabetes 02/06/2007 10:32 GMT
152 I would give anything to be free like you 02/06/2007 06:44 GMT
153 Picnic in the park 07/05/2007 07:45 GMT
154 Hard time rightnow 06/05/2007 11:44 GMT
155 Cookies=Love 05/05/2007 04:55 GMT
156 Learned something today 29/04/2007 03:07 GMT
157 New photos of me 28/04/2007 11:07 GMT
158 3 new pictures of me 27/04/2007 07:07 GMT
159 Not feeling so good. 26/04/2007 06:13 GMT
160 Tom on American Idol 26/04/2007 01:50 GMT
161 A poem i wrote about my life 25/04/2007 08:28 GMT
162 UPDATE on me&kelly clarksons new song! 24/04/2007 04:46 GMT
163 Poll =D 23/04/2007 08:37 GMT
164 There are angels, and i call them my friends 23/04/2007 03:13 GMT
165 high on cold meds..HEHE 22/04/2007 05:14 GMT
166 Photos!!!! =D 12/04/2007 01:19 GMT
167 A collection of pictures I TOOK yesterday =D 11/04/2007 12:28 GMT
168 I get to go to the flyleaf concert this Sat.=D 11/04/2007 03:10 GMT
169 Busy weekend. 09/04/2007 12:06 GMT
170 New pictures of me 09/04/2007 11:15 GMT
171 Thank ya guys =D Love ya all 06/04/2007 12:55 GMT
172 Happy Easter!! 06/04/2007 06:28 GMT
173 Haven't written since march, 21 & (Picture of me ) 04/04/2007 11:37 GMT
174 Mom in denial 21/03/2007 11:28 GMT
175 I hate my sister Tina, I HATE HER! 21/03/2007 04:54 GMT
176 Theres somebody waiting for me, out in the rain 20/03/2007 12:24 GMT
177 Artist: Bonnie McKee 19/03/2007 12:30 GMT
178 Such a nice day 13/03/2007 01:02 GMT
179 Time change 12/03/2007 02:32 GMT
180 Pain 12/03/2007 02:05 GMT
181 Im so mad at my mom 10/03/2007 08:29 GMT
182 I love this song! 10/03/2007 03:49 GMT
183 Any doctors, or nurses here? 06/03/2007 10:07 GMT
184 Videos/ pictures/ entry 02/03/2007 02:38 GMT
185 Pictures of my sisters police car!/ New pic of me 27/02/2007 12:55 GMT
186 You are a blessing! =D 21/02/2007 06:17 GMT
187 i was up late, and bored, so i made a video =D 16/02/2007 02:23 GMT
188 Troubles 15/02/2007 06:36 GMT
189 Free fall, free fall, all through life. 15/02/2007 01:35 GMT
190 Ice storm 13/02/2007 10:16 GMT
191 I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 12/02/2007 03:47 GMT
192 I just wish someone would help me 12/02/2007 02:04 GMT
193 Xiang-jiao - Banana 11/02/2007 12:19 GMT
194 SO STRESSED OUT GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 10/02/2007 09:33 GMT
195 I Feel ashamed 09/02/2007 02:15 GMT
196 Me singing again..LOL and entry =D 08/02/2007 01:37 GMT
197 Just some negative thoughts 07/02/2007 01:12 GMT
198 My first Evp! 04/02/2007 05:52 GMT
199 Me singing 04/02/2007 02:31 GMT
200 All about me! 04/02/2007 02:01 GMT
201 Videos of me & Evan 04/02/2007 01:33 GMT
202 Evan called the cops! LOL 02/02/2007 07:56 GMT
203 Save me 25/01/2007 11:29 GMT
204 Nothing Special 23/01/2007 11:38 GMT
205 Glittery night time streets.sparkles like diamonds 22/01/2007 11:40 GMT
206 † Another helpless moment † 20/01/2007 06:44 GMT
207 Entry w/ tons of beautiful pictures 19/01/2007 04:08 GMT
208 Close your eyes, go to your happy place 19/01/2007 02:17 GMT
209 1:55am Wednesday 17/01/2007 01:48 GMT
210 Depression has found me 13/01/2007 07:14 GMT
211 Cover me up, and let me go to sleep 12/01/2007 12:04 GMT
212 RIP< Its just so hard to believe shes gone 07/01/2007 12:47 GMT
213 I once was lost, but now im found RIP 06/01/2007 10:59 GMT
214 myspace 03/01/2007 07:39 GMT
215 9:57 02/01/2007 09:50 GMT
216 4:26pm Not ready to face the world 02/01/2007 04:07 GMT
217 R.M.S. Titanic Exhibit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 01/01/2007 12:42 GMT
218 Going to the zoo soon! YAY! =D I love it! 01/01/2007 11:41 GMT
219 Finally 2007 =D 01/01/2007 04:17 GMT
220 Sooooo sleepy. Long day. 31/12/2006 01:38 GMT
221 Working out= Back pain 29/12/2006 12:49 GMT
222 Healthier Habits+ Old pic of me 28/12/2006 05:13 GMT
223 Just a million thoughts on my mind tonight 27/12/2006 01:53 GMT
224 CHRISTMAS Pictures 27/12/2006 01:08 GMT
225 Boring Entry w/ picture 26/12/2006 12:27 GMT
226 IM SOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 26/12/2006 11:24 GMT
227 Pictures of me i edited with photoshop 20/12/2006 09:36 GMT
228 Shopping 20/12/2006 04:36 GMT
229 Im worried 19/12/2006 02:19 GMT
230 Monday again? Already? 18/12/2006 02:09 GMT
231 Sat. 16/12/2006 10:14 GMT
232 LISTEN TO THIS BEAUTIFUL SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 15/12/2006 12:11 GMT
233 mental breakdown 15/12/2006 10:41 GMT
234 AHH The most ive written in a long time. 13/12/2006 11:29 GMT
235 I just can't take it anymore 12/12/2006 12:47 GMT
236 Boring day. 10/12/2006 07:11 GMT
237 Prayer 10/12/2006 07:07 GMT
238 PICTURES OF ME *NEW* 09/12/2006 06:43 GMT
239 Got me more nose rings today 09/12/2006 03:41 GMT
240 Its been a bad couple days 09/12/2006 01:17 GMT
241 Forgive my mistakes 08/12/2006 12:42 GMT
242 Pictures of me 08/12/2006 01:22 GMT
243 New hair! 07/12/2006 10:46 GMT
244 ;) 07/12/2006 09:51 GMT
245 Christmas spirit 07/12/2006 05:30 GMT
246 I made coffeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! 07/12/2006 04:36 GMT
247 Thursday 07/12/2006 01:46 GMT
248 Tuesday 05/12/2006 02:57 GMT
249 Monday 04/12/2006 11:26 GMT
250 I HEART CHRISTMAS 04/12/2006 01:21 GMT
251 Sunday 03/12/2006 08:28 GMT
252 I+ll Be+ Bac+K soo-+N 30/11/2006 02:19 GMT
253 THANKSGIVING RECORDINGS FROM ME! 23/11/2006 11:16 GMT
254 Me singing ( I ADDED ONE MORE SONG) 21/11/2006 03:06 GMT
255 AH! 19/11/2006 01:17 GMT
256 Im okay. 18/11/2006 11:21 GMT
257 I hate my stupied worthless life. 15/11/2006 02:16 GMT
258 Please Rate my layouts!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!! 13/11/2006 11:25 GMT
259 Layouts made by me. Please view them and rate them 13/11/2006 03:08 GMT
260 Please view my layouts!!!! info about them inside! 09/11/2006 01:09 GMT
261 A life style change 07/11/2006 06:14 GMT
262 My day has been filled with laughter 06/11/2006 04:40 GMT
263 I watch enough tv to send someone into shock..HAHA 02/11/2006 12:55 GMT
264 I haven't been feeling like myself tonight 02/11/2006 11:30 GMT
265 Happy Haunting. 31/10/2006 05:28 GMT
266 Day 4 29/10/2006 10:13 GMT
267 LALALALA NO TITLELALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAL 29/10/2006 01:28 GMT
268 Feeling so much better! 28/10/2006 12:54 GMT
269 This is a email i sent my paranormal friend....... 28/10/2006 05:59 GMT
270 I LOVE YOU GUYS! THANK YOU SO MUCH! 27/10/2006 03:35 GMT
271 Ive got a bad virus, im really badly sick 26/10/2006 03:24 GMT
272 Luke perry news.... plus i had a horrible dream 25/10/2006 01:22 GMT
273 THIS IS SUCH AN IMPORANT MESSAGE FOR ALL OF US 22/10/2006 06:11 GMT
274 Love me 22/10/2006 02:59 GMT
275 The new me, i promised i would share this with you 17/10/2006 11:52 GMT
276 STOP ABUSE ON WOMEN AND CHILDREN 16/10/2006 04:20 GMT
277 PUT YOUR DEFENSE DOWN, AND OPEN YOUR HEART 15/10/2006 01:17 GMT
278 Why do people do this to others? 14/10/2006 07:50 GMT
279 YOU ARN'T EVEN TRYING TO FIX THINGS 13/10/2006 03:19 GMT
280 Laughing so hard i could die 12/10/2006 02:43 GMT
281 WOMAN TRYING TO SELL MUMMY ON EBAY 12/10/2006 01:11 GMT
282 Its been seven days since ive wrote, 10/10/2006 12:06 GMT
283 EVANESCENCES NEW CD OUT NOW! GO GET A COPY!!!!!!!! 03/10/2006 03:48 GMT
284 Don't let the real you fade away in the darkness.. 03/10/2006 01:18 GMT
285 send me voicemail!!!!!! very easy no mic needed 02/10/2006 06:12 GMT
286 Left out:::::: i am alone 01/10/2006 08:48 GMT
287 They finally have the tests back for Daniel Smith 28/09/2006 06:53 GMT
288 The beauty within 26/09/2006 10:56 GMT
289 If you fight with sister, this might help you deal 26/09/2006 02:25 GMT
290 Ihategirlswho think others feelings don't matter 24/09/2006 12:42 GMT
291 I hate depression pills 24/09/2006 12:36 GMT
292 Something that came from the heart. 24/09/2006 12:20 GMT
293 Emotions are wounded, but things will be better 24/09/2006 12:15 GMT
294 Watch the new (Heroes) show before it airs on tv 24/09/2006 09:30 GMT
295 Can i get through this? 22/09/2006 03:56 GMT
296 Take these quizzes, and tell us what you got 19/09/2006 01:03 GMT
297 Going out to eat 17/09/2006 12:20 GMT
298 Evans birthday party 16/09/2006 11:44 GMT
299 I just broke down, the pain came from no-where. 16/09/2006 01:38 GMT
300 Thank you guys!! I love you! 14/09/2006 04:24 GMT
301 Anna Nicoles sons death is sooo sad!!!!!!!!!!!! 13/09/2006 12:25 GMT
302 dark thoughts, birthdays,haunting nightmares, 10/09/2006 01:51 GMT
303 A kiss could be so deadly 06/09/2006 12:22 GMT
304 Our Lady Peace 06/09/2006 10:28 GMT